How many times have you heard your child ask... What If? How many times have you hesitated to do something because you asked... What If? Maybe you have even said no to doing mission work because there were so many What Ifs that you couldn't ignore. I know personally I have answered a lot of What Ifs from my family, from friends and from my own mind when we decided to serve in Austria.
The biggest What if was... What If Sam get's sick? With her disorder this What If is hightened even more because there is little you can prepare for or control. To prepare - we knew where the closest hospital was, to prepare - we knew the code to call for an ambulance, to prepare - we talked to her pediatric endocrinologist and had a medicine plan for Sam and had back up medicine just in case. To Prepare - we did everything we could do to control the situation IF it happened.
We were all prepared for Sam and the What If... but Saturday came and on a ride home from dinner Robby's nose broke lose. He typically has bloody noses here and there, but this was so different, so much more. By the time we got home his nose had stopped. Everyone went to bed, got up for breakfast and was heading to church when his nose broke loose again! Worse then the night before, worse then ever before!! Gushing blood he started to cry... the kid that never cries was melting in my arms with fear. So we asked the Pension (place we are staying) to call a doctor or an ambulance.
Meanwhile Sam was starting to Panic.. seeing what her brother was going through, fearing for him, seeing him cry became to much for her. As we started to walk Rob down the stairs to see a doctor Sam's legs gave out and she passed out. Trying to gracefully fall she bumped her head on the wall. I ran back to her as Rob took Robby downstairs.
Sam came back around pretty quickly and kept saying Sorry Robby! I'm so Sorry Robby!! I walked her down a few more steps and she blacked out again and fell in my arms... her body was shutting down in the stress of it all. Her body was protecting her heart and her brain by shutting everything else down... she opened her eyes and said Mom give me the shot. I wasn't sure if she was in adrenal crisis or was she passing out because of all the blood.
I called down to Rob and he came back you to help me give Sam her Emergency Shot. During the whole time I could hear Robby giving directions to the Pension owner asking to call an ambulance... that his sister what in critical condition and she needed help immediately. It was so unreal at that moment to be helping my daughter and hearing my son take control of the situation.
Finally the ambulance comes and Robby directs them to take care of his sister first... we finally go in the ambulance and Sam directs the EMTs to take care of her brother. Two patients both battling who is worse! Thankfully the EMTs fit both kids in the ambulance, plus me and Rob too. Off to the hospital we GO...
Once at the kinder (children) hospital they try to understand what in the world is CAH? (Sam's disorder). The doctor and nurses do their best but ultimately they are listening to us for direction. They then want to take care of Robby but he begs them to take care of his sister first - that he will be ok. "Please just focus on my sister"
Was the medical care seamless... no
Was the medical care as fast as I would have like... no
Was our international insurance representative helpful... no, ok not at first and after a lot of forceful conversataion from Rob to him over the phone but he did finally help us
But in the middle of the craziness God made sure everything was taken care of. HE provided our friend David to come and help with translation. HE provided a CAH ER protocol in Sam's medicine bag that we didn't realize we even had! HE provided medical staff that trusted us and really listened to our concerns. Finally they agree to admit Sam and give her an IV and watch her for 24 hours. HE did provide final connection between Sam's pediatric endocrinologist in the USA with the Austrian physician.

The crazy thing is after it was all over we realize that the medical staff thought Sam passed out because she had a concussion... they didn't make the connection that her adrenal crisis was STRESS induced and she bumped her head on the way down.
So the What Ifs all came true - Sam did get sick (and Robby too!), we had trouble getting medical help, we had trouble with translations, but God made everything OK through it all. HE was in control at every moment.
So 24 hours later... Robby has had one more nose bleed but the doctor showed him how to control it when they happen again and this one wasn't like the last 2. Sam had to wake up every 3 hours throughout the night so they could make sure she didn't have a concussion. Sam was given IV fluids, plenty of rest, double of her medication and now she is back at our Pension resting.
There are still so many What Ifs going on right now... the temperature here is 97 - suppose to hit as high as 99 by Thursday... so our What If we can't keep Sam comfortable? What If it just too HOT for her body to relax. We have What Ifs for Robby too... What If working at the Oasis will cause his allergies to kick in high gear and he keeps sneezing? What if his nose doesn't have enough time to heal? What If we should just go back home to the USA so the kids can just rest? What if we go back and this will be that moment in the kids lives that will be a fear that came true that won't let them take other chances in life because there are too many What Ifs they are asking.
So we have reached out to everyone in our life - family, friends, co-workers, so they can lift us up in prayer. Help us to push the What Ifs out of our lives and to Focus on God. Focus on the blessings He has already given us, to know what He wants us to do next, and to give HIM praise for loving us so much.
I know our little What If story was longgggggg but we felt called to share it with you because we know GOD has us here at this moment to learn this lesson and share it with everyone we can. So we are thankful to you for praying for us and for sharing this part of our life with you. We pray that you can feel God's unconditional love, God's grace, God's Hope, God's promise through our little What If experience.
Serving Him Faithfully,
Jeni, Rob, Robby and Samantha